Tuesday, January 31, 2006

So fast Lunar New Year is coming to an end...Haiz~ this year the new year past liked any other days, with hardly any ripples...I went back to Malaysia yesterday, which was a horrible experience. First of all, my family could not get the tickets for the express coach that could get us directly and fast to our destination...So being forced to board the bus that will stop along the way, the whole ride took a solid one and a half hours...The ride was a really 'eventful' one, with me having to bear with the backside of a lady who had so 自动 got herself a sit by the side-handle of my chair...Ahhh...That was so madening...The rest of the whole afternoon was spent happily visiting my relatives' houses and receiving 红包...(though I felt a little guilty when I saw the other younger children take them...I am indeed growing older...) The worst part is having to take the direct coach back to Larkin...The whole condition of the bus was so bad that I could not help but think that we are cheated of the fare...since another more 豪华 coach also charged by the same amount...The entire journey took a tiring two and a half hours, with the whole bus had to sadly watch so many other buses sped by and bearing with the cries of an infant woke up by the mother when he is trying so hard to sleep...Haiz~ My sister better pass her driving test this Friday...Or else I would definitely refuse to go back to Malaysia again (Lifestyle in Singapore had me so pampered that I just could not tolerate the ways of my hometown...)

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Having not checked my school email for the past few days, the make-up classes notice that greeted me shocked me...Holidays are good for one get to rest, enjoy and brush up a little on studies. But the flip-side of the coin showed the need to attend make-ups that normally had me thinking, wouldn't it be more easy if that is no such thing as holidays?? (Nope...Just kidding :])

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With the month coming to an end, I am keeping my fingers crossed that my archive would turn out to be fine...or else I might just have to do away my archives list...Another problem that I am looking into is the strange position of my little clock...wondered if it had a row with my cursor?

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Mou hitotsu no yoake (Takahashi Hitomi)

Lyrics: Takahashi Hitomi, mavie Music: Saifuji Shinya

Kaban no naka ni wa itsudemo
Daisuki na shiro no KYANDI
Masshiro ni suki tootte
Amai amai jikan sugiru
Mabushikute utsukushii no ni
Dokoka kanashii iro de tokete
Aa natsukashii itsuka no toki no you ni

(In my bag, I always carry
the white candy that I love
As the pure white candy melts
sweet sweet time goes by
Somewhere a dazzling, beautiful
color starts to fade
Ah, so lovely, just like back then...)

Sagashitemo mitsu kara nai
Hoshi katta jibun wa doko he itta no

(I’m searching, but I can’t find
the things I want, the place I want to go)

Kurayami ga kowakute me wo tsubutte hashitta
Nigeteru dake no hibi ga kokoro wo kakushite itta
Sakebi tsuduketa yo “Nee ima doko ni iru no?”
Ushiro wo furimukeba “Koko ni iru yo” to waratteta
Kakushite ita no wa hoka no dare demo nai watashi

(Afraid of the dark, I close my eyes and run
escaping my normal life, hiding my heart
I keep on yelling “Say, where are you now?”
I turn my back as I hear “I’m here” and smile
But there’s nobody hiding here but me)

Kyou mo umaku waraeta no ni
Naze umaku nake nai no
Namida wa ikiba wo nakushi fukaku fukaku shizundeku
Kotoba nado imi ga naito
Kuchibiru tsuyoku kami shimetemo
Kitto kotoba shika tsutaeru sube wa nakute

(If I can smile properly today
then why can’t I cry the same way
the tears just sink deeper and deeper with no destination
There’s no reason to say anything
so I keep my mouth closed and swallow them
See, I don’t even have any means of saying what I want to)

Dare yori mo saki ni ima
Mitsuketa hoshi hitotsu nagarete kieta

(Just now, I was the only who saw
that one falling star disappearing the sky)

Nakusu no wo osorete
Muchuu de nigirishimeta
Te no hira hiraita toki
Nanimo nokotte inakute
Douka oshiete yo “Naze nakushite shimau no?”
Kokoro ga ima kotaeta “Mou ichido sagasu tame nanda”

(I grab a hold of something in a daze
because I’m terrified of losing it
But then as I open my hand
there is nothing in it
Tell me why “Have I lost everything?”
and my heart answers “in order for you to search again”)

Kurayami ga kowakute me wo tsubutte hashitta
Nigeteru dake no hibi ga kokoro wo kakushite itta
Sakebi tsuduketa yo “Nee ima doko ni iru no?”
Ushiro wo furimukeba “Koko ni iru yo” to waratteta

(Afraid of the dark, I close my eyes and run
escaping my normal life, hiding my heart
I keep on yelling “Say, where are you now?”
I turn my back as I hear “I’m here” and smile)

Mou sugu yoake ga kuru yo
Kakushite ita no wa hoka no dare demo nai atashi

(Dawn will come soon, and
there’ll nobody hiding here but me)



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Don’t Look Back
浜崎 あゆみ

Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived

(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me

Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived

(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over

Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me

Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…

Don’t look back

Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me

Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived

Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…

Don’t look back

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