
Saturday, May 27, 2006

This is the conclusion after spending 2 days planning my next semester timetable. The entire idea of "we give you the chance to exercise your right for freedom, but we would be there to supervise the extend of that controlled freedom" introduced by the school to in allowing us to plan our own timetable was ^%#@%#$@*^$ (in short bullshit). Pardon me for my frequent use of those nasty words in my recent posts. But there is nothing better for me to display the level of my anger than this. So bear with me. Okie, back to the whole timetable planning incident. Due to the unreasonable slots given to different modules, which clashes with most others like mad, I am forced to forget about taking my last required prescribed elective for next semester!!! And here is the cause - Not only do the list of the given modules that passed as prescribed elective is already so very short, there are downright boring (with only a few exceptions) plus are scheduled at time slots that simply made it impossible for one to fix them into the timetable (unless one is willing to drop the core modules or required electives that outline year four studies).
Ahhhh... this is driving me crazy!! Why had the school done this? Are they encouraging students to accumulate their academic units derived from required prescribed electives and general electives, then give them priority during special semester studies or until year four? This is making me sick and really unhappy. I am feeling more and more cheated with each timetable I planned. I don't want to leave my last required prescribed elective till the special semester. Holidays are for me to work and earn money to pay school fees and cover my expenses. **cursing** What had the world come to, when I am actually paying to buy anger for myself??
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I had came to a conclusion for the DIP:
IT IS GOING TO BE A TOTAL FAILURE
So, I would not be torturing myself over blogging it. I would simply post the result of it on 05.06.2006, after the first and last presentation. So, stay tune! (sorrie hf, I stole your line...haha)
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Don’t Look Back
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Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…
Don’t look back
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…
Don’t look back
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