
Friday, June 30, 2006

Yeah... I was like "killing me is faster... why don't a hole open up and swallow me whole... Anything better than having to stand the stares of those crude people on board...". My stomach was churning so badly that I can't help but threw up my breakfast... And the shaky train just made matter worse... Imagine my helplessness and burning red cheeks... Why had this sort of moment occurred on me??
Luckily, I was fated to meet this "angel in white"... The young lady wearing a white overall immediately offered a helping hand... She calmly handed me tissues for me to clean myself up... Then the older woman with her kept asking me if I needed a seat... After rejecting her kind intention, I turned back to the mess that I had made... Throwing tonnes of tissues to try to cover the dirt on the train floor, with the composed young lady in white helping to supply the tissues... Finally, the amazing lady who helped me gave me a plastic bag for me to throw all the rubbish in... God bless her for the kind heart she have...
Without the "angel in white" to lend a hand, I would had been creating a bigger mess... The other passengers just stood coldly there, quietly cursing me with those dagger-shooting eyes... But who wanted this incident to happen? I was quite shook-up too, as I was feeling alright before that... This entire experience just reflected how heartless the society had became, with only a real handful of kind souls left... I am really happy to have met one... At least the tiny glimmer of light gave me hope that there are still nice and caring individuals who are ready to help strangers in need...
Thanks, lady in white... May you continue to spread this love on...
p/s: now finally forced to see doctor and eat those nauseating medicine... been throwing up like mad for everything I ate earlier on, but now feeling better leh... Earned a day of MC... Haiz~ I would never want to fall sick again...
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Don’t Look Back
浜崎 あゆみ
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…
Don’t look back
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…
Don’t look back
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