
Sunday, August 13, 2006

Though most of the lecturers are okay, the content of the modules just put me in sleeping mode... Everything seems so familiar yet unknown to my rusty memory... I am admitting that I had really forgotten my stuff from previous semesters of study... So much so that I had to dig out my stacked-away old lecture notes and tutorials for reference while attempting to complete my very first set of tutorials for all the modules... Furthermore, to my utmost horror, most modules are based heavily on my weakest link - computing stuff... Yeah, wish me all the luck in the world to cope with this new-found nightmare... I need GOD to answer my silent prayers to do well for this semester...
Besides that, I have no choice but to question the value and worth of the module for project... The first lecture was so aimless and confusing that I felt so cheated of being made to stay so late in school to just attend it... For the record, the lecturer himself had confessed that the content that was to be learnt during the 3-hrs duration was something that must be taught for days... And the miracle part was that the school expected us, as beginners to that subject, to pick up the topic in such short span of time??
^$*(&%)*#@^*&$^*%$...
Is this the quality of schooling that we must pay for?? And at a rising rate so scary?? (School fees increased by yet another $200++) I wondered if I would had fared better somewhere else outside of Singapore with the amount of money that me and my family had invested...


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Don’t Look Back
浜崎 あゆみ
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…
Don’t look back
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…
Don’t look back
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