Saturday, August 05, 2006
I am falling into an endless trap... Branded with the tag widely known as money... This is the mess that I had gotten myself into when I agreed to stay on and work... I just don't know what had gotten better of me when I was been asked of whether or not could I continue to work when term start... My only reply on the spot was that "Yeah... My wednesdays slots are empty..." Such short and seemingly harmless sentence and yet... I had commited myself to another new cycle of battle... Juggling between work and school... Where did the thoughts for "concentrating on school matters, stop working!" went?? Am I so blinded by the chase for money?? So much so that I am stupid enough to consent to staying on to work??
Ahhhh... 
What should I do?? Money is such a lovely and powerful temptation that I simply cannot resist... But at the same moment, somewhere deep inside me, a small and fading voice is struggling to prevent this from happening... And it seems that devil had won... My fate had once again been sealed, controlled by those crispy notes... And the promise was made... I have to at least stay till the end of this month... Then maybe I could excuse myself... With lame reasons such as having to spend more time on report writing... Maybe "Simply put, I cannot stand having to tidy up those Eight Immortals documents again" would be a good shot too (imagine the horror look on my supervisor face!!) Maybe... Maybe... Maybe...
I'M SO WEAK-WILLED!!
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歌曲：我要的世界 远方天空
云层遮盖前往方 眼前的世界 我要的世界 人生会有疲惫想放弃的时候 眼前的世界 我要的世界 眼前的世界
歌手：萧亚轩
迷失在黑暗之中
天使问我
手中紧握不放的是什麽
我说寻找梦想的灯火
有时我会失去力量
再艰难的旅途
也要骄傲的走过
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
看不清路的尽头
天使身后
太阳照醒希望的翅膀
那是
未来伸出的双手
失去过相信的力量
再艰难的旅途
也要骄傲的走过
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
Finally after a real long period of rest for her, 萧亚轩 had released her lastest album. The depression and pressure she had underwent while in 天后宫 was vivid, as expressed by this song - 我要的世界. Hope that this brand new start for her would allow her to climb to new heights in her singing career!!
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Don’t Look Back
浜崎 あゆみ
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…
Don’t look back
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…
Don’t look back
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