Friday, October 13, 2006
To be frank, my life is so totally monotone... So much so that even the slightest "bling" could create a huge repercussion... And who on earth would be so lucky enough to chance upon the sparkle that could light up a dull life?? I am definitely not favored by Lady Luck... She seems to have erased me from her list of people to smile upon... My entire world now only revolve around the single target: passing my studies, moving on to IA, surviving the sound-so-scary final year project and then graduation... The emphasis on studies is slowly but surely transforming me into something that looks like this...
Indeed, all work and not play makes Sin Fong a dead lamb... This foul encounter of mine during this period of time is really tempting me to ditch my studies and go wild on enjoying life... But I could not afford to waste anymore precious time on thinking how to make my life filled with vibrant again... In fact, I feel that time is being cheated out of me with eaching passing day... Soon, I have to go into yet another battle... The battle of passing the finals...
Besides having to concentrate on studies, I am bothered by the fact that the interview results for my IA is not released yet... Whatever is taking the company so long?? Even if I am to be rejected, I would be happy to know it now then having to wait infintely long... The stress of this IA actually did not come from the result of it, but rather the wait... And this had prompted to start my cursings...
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Sophia 离开了她的家
为了一个遥不可及的梦想
挥别了深爱她的爹娘
还有从小看她长大
巷子口杂货店的张妈妈
Sophia 她不太会说话
对这世界总有些奇怪想法
虽然说没有人了解她
也许梦想中的城市
会有她的舞台绽放光芒
原谅她只有这一个愿望
就像每一个孩子一样
很难吗还要付出什么代价
上帝才能够成全她
她沉重的行囊装着小小愿望
陪着她这一路闯荡
也许挣扎也许害怕
无所谓吧下一步是天堂
这闪亮的城市却看不见星光
忽然她眼泪就落下
世界太小梦想太大
难道人生是残酷的笑话
Sophia... Sophia
Sophia 剪掉了长头发
单纯脸颊画上了鲜艳的妆
虽然她不认识那个她
她却不断说服自己
这样的情况还不算太差
他们说实现梦想的筹码
就是输掉一点点自己
但是她看着镜子里面的她
怀疑这是她要的吗
她沉重的行囊装着小小愿望
陪着她这一路闯荡
也许挣扎也许害怕
无所谓吧下一步是天堂
这闪亮的城市却看不见星光
忽然她眼泪就落下
世界太小梦想太大
难道人生是残酷的笑话
你或许听说过她 Sophia
或其实你也是她
给她一点安慰吧
她沉重的行囊装着小小愿望
陪着她这一路闯荡
也许挣扎也许害怕
无所谓吧下一步是天堂
这闪亮的城市却看不见星光
然她眼泪就落下
世界再小梦想再大
人生不会是残酷的笑话
她沉重的行囊装着小小愿望
陪着她这一路闯荡
世界再小梦想再大
唯一不变的Sophia
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Don’t Look Back
浜崎 あゆみ
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…
Don’t look back
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…
Don’t look back
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