Thursday, December 14, 2006
I feel like dying...
This is a direct-from-heart confession after spending almost half a month at home with the two little devils... The never-ending noises that the two generated, could beat a stadium full of fans shouting their throats raw in support of the once-in-every four years world cup... Furthermore, the tutoring of the elder one got the better of me... And I had to find ways and means to suppress my ever-rising temper, before things get too nasty... The challenge in those feats are that I have to bear in mind not to really use the cane on them, or punish them in any sense... They would always be the correct parties... As proven by the screeching cries of the younger one, who had became a master in the art of acting, and the banging and smashing of things plus some kicks from the elder one... I am really going crazy about having to see them everyday for another half a month, with the feelings intensified for each nights they sleep over...
Maybe I am just hopeless around kids... Throw me a couple of them and you would find me screaming for help, completely losing my usually composed self... So, never introduce me into the field of teaching, or work relating to kids... Don't ever say that I had not reminded you!!
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I am trying to pick up a profound language - Japanese... Having borrowed Japanese books for beginners, I am devoting most of my quiet time (like when the kids are sleeping or during weekends) in trying to learn the basics... So far, I had managed to memorize the characters that made up the language... And is now trying to read simple sentences like おはいようございます、 いただきます、ありがとう、ごめんなさい and many more...
I just hope that my pronunciation would not sound too off... My target for this holiday would be to pick up and learn the fundamentals for this language... And if my timetable for my fourth year looks fine, then maybe I would take up a module in Japanese...
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はじめまして。
私は タン.シンフオン です。
よろしく おねがいします。
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Don’t Look Back
浜崎 あゆみ
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Kakkowarui
(Don't look back) Tokoro koso ga itooshii
(Don’t look back) The unattractive
(Don’t look back) parts of myself are dear to me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
(Don't look back) Waraeru no wa
(Don't look back) Toori sugita kara koso
(Don’t look back) I can smile
(Don’t look back) Because that period is over
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Nee dare mo kamo iidasu no wa
Ichiban kagayaite ta koro no jibun
Nante sore wa kanashi sugiru wa
What fulfils everyone is the period in their lives when they shone the most
How tragic that is…
Don’t look back
Susumi tai susume nai sou yatte Mayotte
Iru tte koto wa mou mayotte nai
Koko de todomaru nara ikuraka raku kamo ne
Dakedo mune o kogasu shigeki mo nai
I want to go forward, I can’t go forward
Hesitating like this means that I won’t hesitate anymore
It would be easier for me to stay here
But nothing would excite me
Modore nai modora nai kaeru basho wa mou nai
Ikura furikaette mo kaerare nai
Kirei na ashiato ni nuri kaeta tokoro de
Jibun no kokoro dake wa damase nai
I can’t go back, I won’t go back, there’s nowhere left for me to return
However much I look behind me, I can not change my footprints
And even if I paint over them beautifully
My mind won’t be deceived
Konna fuu ni maku wa orosu
Anata nara ...
The curtain falls in this way
And you…
Don’t look back
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