Haha... went on a mini hiatus... just ran out of idea on what to blog about... can't really help it when my current life is so dry and bored... Monday till Friday standard working routine... Saturday would often see me wasting half a day for nothing due to the presence of the two little devils... Yeah, a sleep-over on Friday night at my house had became a practice... And I am hating it cause with the return of my brother from Taiwan, I am back to sleeping on the floor by the bed while trying to make myself more comfortable on the stupid thin matress... Sunday is the only day where I could enjoy some quiet moments to myself alone... Doing whatever I like... But that is soon to be changed with the renovation of my house coming up... Would have to drag my feet along to choose the colors and tiles... Though I doubt my preferences would be considered... A simple and yet sad reality when one have a dominating sister who could always find ways to fault your actions... But I had learnt to live with it... Or at least I could keep my head in those situation and remain silent... With angry thoughts and curses running wild in my fuming mind...

I tend to not want to make my life miserable over having to fight over small and silly things that she cannot reason out... That had allowed me to pass days and years in relative calm... Hence, it would not be too surprising to hear people commenting that I am keeping to myself too badly... I prefer my own dreamy world than having to be involved in too many happenings around me... Call me a hopeless dreamer who is soon going to lose her touch on reality... I just like the way I am... I am good at dodging hotcakes that came flying straight in my face... I can shut out things that I don't want to see or hear... Through my growing up, I had picked up the skill of taking everything positively in my strides... At least skilled enough to not be bothered with any upsets for a long time... I would find ways to go round any hard situations... And sometimes I would voice my feelings out in nags to keep myself in delicate balance... Thus, I am grateful for my very few friends who could bear my senseless complains...

All in all, I would try to pay more attention to my surrounding... And would start by taking a small step at a time... But never deny me of anything I like to do or greatly enjoy... I am contended as I am now but would tune up to match the harsh reality soon... Afterall, I have to brace myself for the society and the world once I graduate... And keeping myself in my own sweet heaven would cause me lots more trouble than now...

Outward-bound!!! Way to go for now!!!

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世界上最痛苦的决定不是两者择一,是只有一个选择而你却不得不放弃。。。