This birthday girl is pissed off...

All the happy and light mood from the wonderful gathering with my friends evaporated in an instance... I am being forced to see unreasonable faces and bear with accusation that never occurred... Completely ruined my plan for a peaceful weekend... One that is hard to come by as the two little devils did not sleepover... I am fed up, and I feel like smashing anything I could lay my hands on... It was tiring enough to have to pack up stuff in preparation for the stupid renovation... And yet in return, all I got was one word... Selfish... A completely groundless and shocking accusation... What is wrong with them? When had I been keeping only my belongings? Why was it that I had to keep my mouth shut over this? I am such a weakling... And yet I know that I would be the one to suffer if I say anything in response... Blame myself for being such a busybody... Should had just leave the things and get a scolding, rather than wearing myself out and then still be faulted...

I am also fuming in anger over the use of computer... Why am I being denied the use of it? This is absolutely unfair, since I am made to pay for the monthly internet fees... But my sister is getting her right of way, as if she had owned the entire computer... And she would only allow me to use when she had done something horrible... Best way to shift the blame, cause she would then never be the last one to be seen using it... Furthermore, my mom had made her stand clear... Nobody touches the computer as long as she feels like playing internet games... Something that had me clenching my fists every time when I am trying to watch my animes... Seems like they are the only ones who are allowed to enjoy their entertainment using the computer... This is getting on my nerves... And my heart bleeds for the amount spent on internet fees... Why are the ones who fork out the money suffering from this? My brother and me are not earning big bucks, and yet...

Haha... now feeling better after expressing myself... Would like to thank my friends for the lovely presents... And I had enjoyed the gathering... Which had lots of surprises for me... Would be mindful of my actions during work now... LOL... Plus I now know that one of my close friend in primary school still remembered this bad friend who had lost touch with her... Indeed, the world is a small place... One could never predict where and when and how you would stumble across someone whom you thought was lost... Hope that I would get her contact soon... Afterall, it is my blessing that I still had a place in her heart...

But for now... Back to enjoying my pinky birthday!!

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歌曲：朋友
歌手：周华健

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒

Credits: 歌词大世界

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我不知道流星能飞多久,值不值得追求;
我不知道樱花能开多久,值不值得等候。
我知道你我的友谊能像樱花般美丽。
孤独时仰望蓝天,你是最近的那朵白云;
寂寞时仰视夜空,你是最亮的那颗星星;
闲暇时漫步林中,你是擦肩的那片绿叶;
疲惫时安然入睡,你是最美的那段梦!