It’s Judgment Day…

I deeply regret to be trialing two individuals who offended me over matters concerning the same issue. But the injustices done to me were too great to be ignored…

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Name: Someone who I refused to address him by his name anymore

He was the one who did not manage to complete his IA report on time… And I had agreed to his proposal of delaying the submission of the report as a group… It was only fair right? Since he had promised that he would be collecting all the reports and hand them personally to the tutor… I am such a fool to fall for such an old and obvious trap… All it took was one weekend to expose his pitiful lies… He failed to meet his own extended deadline… And had declared sick… By then, I still try to be forgiving… And put forth my trust once again… But today… All lame excuses I had to pardon him evaporated… I knew something was horribly wrong when the other two students under the same tutor did not turn up in the morning… And the person in question was no way to be found… When I finally got pissed off enough to send a message to ask him politely about the issue, my patience was once again tested… For more than half an hour, the phone remained silent… He did not bother to answer… Throughout the same time, my anger just exploded exponentially… So much so that I decided to write an email to my tutor to say that I would visit him and submit my report on my own… It was until the time when I was reading my tutor’s reply, and was subjected to another shock revelation, that he sent a message to ask me to settle the issue on my own… In a tone that did not sound anywhere near apologetic at all… If I could, I would really like to murder him with my own hands… How could he make use of such a trust put in him to his own gain? Mark my words… From today onwards he has best not cross my path…

Judgment passed:

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Name: Who else but my NTU tutor??

Though I should treat him with all due respect since he is going to be the one to grade me… I am totally disappointed in him… He had committed such a grave mistake… One that had me going through hell literally… Looking back to the days I spent trying so hard to type a decent IA report, I felt like a utter fool… What is the use of pushing myself so hard till I am completely freaked out when the deadline is still so far? All the sacrifices that I had made became nothing more than stupid acts… How could he? And the worst part, he refused to reply me after I pointed out that he had told me to hand in the IA report together with those who are under the normal IA scheme… I really felt like cursing him over the phone after confirming that I am required to hand in my report in July… His weak attempt to sound sorry did not help to pacify me at all… The damage was done… And I am left to clean up the mess… Emails had to be sent to inform my supervisor and my mentors, so that they would disregard the IA report I sent them… And I have to go through another round of the editing nightmare when the real deadline draws near… Am I such a bad kid that I am being punished? Why is the tutor so irresponsible? Why didn’t he check with the school properly when I first emailed him? And why did he only admit the slip when I called him instead of getting straight back to me? I am totally disgusted with how he had handled the problem… This emotional pain inflicted was beyond any form of cure… And this incident further proved what a lousy school NTU is!!

Judgment passed:

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谁，会没有梦想？
不到最后，谁又会放弃梦想？
谁又有资格，硬说谁是真正错了呢？
梦想，有时只属于自己。