Days, weeks and months passed by without me feeling like having achieved anything...

IA still is the same old boring story... I would drag my feet to work, slack through the day and pack up to leave on the dot... But, the recent simulations had kept me busy... And I am actually getting positive responses from my supervisor... Rather creepy to read the "thanks" and "you have done well" replies from him... I mean, that was so unlike him... Maybe he got too bored... And was trying to entertain himself by making his IA student loss for words... Or I am just being too wicked to suspect even the slightest thing... To be truthful, my supervisor had somehow made me feel better after reading his confirmation of my work... At least I am getting somewhere where he intended... The only no no part would be the stress to generate some results for him to see... He could get quite annoying when he put on that "expectations" look on his serious face... He is no one to mess with when it comes to doing his project... He demands to have results fast... Not to mention the forever changing ideas he had floating around his brain... And I had learnt to never throw out any proposal made, as he would be quick to re-visit the concept and have you implementing them... Keeping those in mind, I should be able to enjoy my stay under his guidance... Then, I would not feel too miserable and regret my choice in extending my IA after my friends leave upon completing their IA...

Was rather worried about the fact that the NTU tutor whom I had approached to ask for a project for FYP did not reply my many emails... Scary thoughts like he had kicked me out of his list after finding someone better tortured me for the past few weeks... So much so that I am prepared to apply for leave and rush to school after some advice from Hui Fen... But luckily, I finally saw a reply from him... And he had indicated that he had allocated one project for me... The one that we had discuss about when I went to speak to him... He actually asked me to decide whether the scope sounded okay to me... I am so moved and relief beyond words... And took no time to reply his email and clearly stated that I wanted to take that project... So one less worry off my mind... And in time to let me enjoy the gathering with my friends for this evening...

The stupid weather was so unpredictable nowadays... Rain or sunny... The sky just can't seems to make a clear choice... I hate waking up every morning feeling so cold... And the need to use the umbrella is freaking me out... Rainy days always spell trouble as I would be late... Not to speak of getting wet despite the umbrella... And the fustrating thing is that I could never decide what to wear... It could be bright and warm outside, but freaking cold inside IME... Or leaving you feel like you are stranded in North Pole during rainy days... This is getting on my nerves since I am in the midst of trying to recover from a flu... I am experiencing the same horror that had not came knocking on my door for so long... The dread feeling of never going to escape from the flu till I leave IME... Why can't the people feel the too extreme temperature and do something about it? Are they really that healthy not to be bothered by the situation... Maybe I am just not cut for enjoying the air-conditioning... Or I just have to get myself thicker clothing for jacket... And start going round IME looking like one stuffed idiot... Hiaz~ Hope that this is just a passing thing in IME... Since I had not have trouble for the first few months...

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在人生的旅途中，最糟糕的境遇往往不是贫困，不是厄运，而是精神和心境处于一种无知无觉的疲惫状态。