What a sad sad month... I am going to be waving so many goodbyes to my IA friends... The time has come for them to depart for the better... And I would wish them all the best... Would be missing Xue Ying horribly... Hope that this friendship would last till the end!! Anyway... Would be counting the days to come... And would treasure them with all my might...

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Living a live of the modern caveman is so boring... Almost everyday I would be sleeping before 9pm... And the long weekend certainly did not help to lighten my mood... I am just sitting around the house, looking at the workers... Sometimes, I would find myself staring at the ceiling of the bedroom that is still mercifully mine to use... No TV and no internet... Even the gameboy became a bit too dry to be of any entertainment... In the end... I broke my own record... By visiting the library for three straight days... Wonder if the staff down there finds me too familiar and weird... I could care less... I am seriously in need of finding something to occupy my time... It is so no fun to be stuck in my situation... The renovation work has better be complete on time... Or I am going to be the one to go mad soon!!

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Part of me
by Ayumi Hamasaki

Tokidoki boku wa omou n da
Bokura wa umareru zutto mae
Hitotsu no inochi wakeatte
Ikite ita n ja nai ka tte
I sometimes wonder
If we had lived
Sharing one life
Long before we were born

Datte karada ga hanarete mo
Kokoro wa ima mo sugu soba ni kanjiru
Because I feel your heart so close to me now
Though our bodies are apart

Itsu datte itsu datte kikoete iru yo
Boku no na o boku no na o yobu koe
Douka mou nakanaide kimi no omoi wa
Tsutawatte iru kara
Always, always I hear you
Calling my name
Please don't cry any more
I know what you are feeling

Aru toki boku wa shitta n da
Betsubetsu ni umareta bokura wa
Dakara jibun o fukanzen ni
Omotte shimau n darou tte
I once knew
That maybe because we were born separated
We come to think
We are imperfect

Onaji shiawase o negai
Dakara onaji kizu o kokoro ni kizamu
Because we desire the same happiness
We keep the same wound in our hearts

Itsu no hi mo itsu no hi mo wasurenai you ni
Kurikaeshi kurikaeshi sakebu yo
Douka mou nakanaide kimi o hitori ni
Shitari wa shinai kara
Again and again I shout
Not to forget you at any time
Please don't cry any more
I won't let you alone

Itsu datte itsu datte kikoete iru yo
Boku no na o boku no na o yobu koe
Douka mou nakanaide kimi no omoi wa
Tsutawatte iru kara
Always, always I hear you
Calling my name
Please don't cry any more
I know what you are feeling

Itsu made mo itsu made mo kimi o omou yo
Kimi no koto kimi no koto omou yo
Toki ga moshi nani mo ka mo kaete itte mo
Kimi no koto o omou yo
I'll protect you for ever
I'll think of you
Even if time may change everything
I'll think of you

Tokidoki boku wa omou n da
Bokura wa umarekawatta ra
Hitotsu no inochi wakeatte
Ikite iku n ja nai ka tte
I sometimes wonder
If we will live
Sharing one life
If we are born again

Credits: masa @ AHS

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