Nothing much to say... My life totally revolved around FYP... And I am trying very hard to avoid going home too early... Bad news enough that the last holiday as a student had to be spent coming back to school for project... And throw in two kids who could end the world... Thanks, but I prefer to stay away from home as long as I could... I am having phobia about seeing them... They had made my life as dark as nothingness... How I envy my brother and sister who are having minimum contact with them... And what a tragedy to be fearful of staying home due to them... I hated it... But I still have to bear with it as long as I am unable to contribute financially to the family... So much so that I had decided to go ahead with the minor... Just as long as I do not need to stay home when school reopens next semester... Simply because my mom volunteers to keep the primary school going one over at my house during the weekdays... I could already foresee myself going crazy if I am to stick around at home...

However could any kids be as spoilt and bad mannered as them??

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Tears Infection
by KAORI
Opening Theme for Myself; Yourself

Iki o koroshite toki o tomeru
Owari ni shiyou kono merodi
Surudoi itami ga netsu o sarai
Kuroku nagarete hitomi o tojita
I hold my breath and stop the time
Let’s make this melody end
The sharp pain kidnapped my passion
I cried black tears and closed my eyes

Furuete iru kokoro no katasumi ni
Kimi ga naite ita
Jibun ja nai dareka no tame nara
Sou nanika o ima kaerareru
Kakushin nante hodotooi kedo
In the corner of your trembling heart
You were crying
If it’s for someone else, not myself
Then yeah, I can change something now
My confidence is far off, but-

Boku wa tada…
Tojikometa kioku ni kimi o mitsukedashitakute
Sugao no mama de ano basho ni kaerou
Hanabira mo chiru you na me ni mienai kaze ga fuki
Tsumazukinagara waraikaesu yo
Dakara mou nakanaide kirei na asu ga
Bokura o hitsuyou to shite iru
I’m just…
I want to find you in my locked-up memories
And while still with an honest face, I’ll return to that place
A wind that I can’t see, like how flower petals also scatter, blows
And while I stumble, I’ll laugh back at you
So please don’t cry anymore, a beautiful future
Is needing us

Nibiiro no hako furui redio
Nagaredasu no wa ano merodii
Mimi o fusaide nigeru no wa naze?
Yume no tsuzuki wa doko de mireru no?
A dark gray box; an old radio
What drifts out is that melody
Why do you plug your ears and run away?
Where can I keep having my dream?

Taema mo naku ano hi no keshiki ga
Toorisugiru kara
Isshun de mo sunao ni nareru yo
Sou nanika o ima kaerareru
Kotae wa kitto doko ni mo nai kedo
Because the scenery from that day
Passes by incessantly
Even if it’s for a moment, I can be honest
Yeah, I can change something now
The answer certainly won’t exist anywhere, but-

Masshiro na…
Kimi ga kimi no mama de ano hi ni kaerenakute mo
Daiji na koto wa kono saki ni egaikou
Sekaijuu dokoka de kizutsuitari warattari
Ima mo koushite toki wa tsuzuiteru
Dakara mou kanashimi o kurikaesazu ni
Bokura wa imi ga atte koko ni iru
Pure white…
Even if you can’t return to that day while you’re still as you are
Let’s draw the important things ahead of this
Somewhere all over the world, we get hurt and laugh
Even now time continues on like this
So without repeating the sorrow anymore
We’re here with a meaning

Boku wa tada…
Tojikometa kioku ni kimi o mitsukedashitakute
Sugao no mama de ano basho ni kaerou
Hanabira mo chiru you na me ni mienai kaze ga fuki
Tsumazukinagara waraikaesu yo
Dakara mou nakanaide kirei na asu ga
Bokura o hitsuyou to shite iru
I’m just…
I want to find you in my locked-up memories
And while still with an honest face, I’ll return to that place
A wind that I can’t see, like how flower petals also scatter, blows
And while I stumble, I’ll laugh back at you
So please don’t cry anymore, a beautiful future
Is needing us

Credits: Youtube and {Words of Songs}

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